| Cekmi is 31 going 32 but people
 thought
 that
 
 HE IS 21 GOING 22
 
 As a petite (and cute) man
 Cekmi is blessed
 with an honour
 of being
 
 A YOUNG-LOOKING MAN
 
 This natural gift
 comes to him
 effortlessly
 because
 
 HE IS ONE LUCKY MAN
 
 For example….
 
 Cekmi is always mistaken
 as a college student
 so he always gets
 a student price
 
 At Tanjung Golden Village
 At Delima Restaurant
 At Aquaria KLCC
 At BB Hair Salon
 
 ISN’T IT HEAVAN?
 
 But many people
 brought him
 troubles
 like
 
 “No, only a lecturer is allowed to enter!”
 - A security guard at the college entrance
 “Abang tahun akhir ke?”
 - A first-year student on the orientation day
 “This interview is only for a lecturer.”
 - An HR officer in a university
 “Don’t come in if you don’t have money.”
 - A cab driver who is afraid of student-looking Cekmi
 
 FOR GOD’S SAKE
 
 Are these compliments?
 Are these blessings in disguise?
 Are these subtle kinds of insults?
 Are these clever forms of disrespect?
 
 CEKMI IS CONFUSED
 
 Maybe Cekmi should try
 to be bigger
 to be fatter
 to be older
 
 CEKMI SHOULD JUST GROW OLD
 
 Or maybe Cekmi should be amused
 by people’s double-standardness
 by people’s hypocrisy
 by people’s ignorance
 
 Who are fooled by
 physical looks
 more than
 books
 
 Who are trapped by
 uniformity
 more than
 diversity
 
 ISN’T IT FUNNY?
 
 Cekmi should be himself
 because deep inside
 he is still a boy
 A Budu Boy
 
 KAN?
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